this is no longer my blog

It's not logical, really. I mean, it's 40 degrees outside and rainy. There's nothing that should really be causing these feelings to resurface. Although, I suppose, it was time. I mean it HAS been a while since I've gotten one of these urges, and they do come around pretty often. I just thought the way things are going right now that I would be thinking about the too many other things that are going on in my life, and what with the gloomy weather, I didn't think there would be anything that would spark these feelings for a while, or at least as strongly as they have been sparked right now.

So, I suppose you are wondering what the heck I'm talking about, right? Well, my friends, that would be camp. Lately I have just been hearing that little voice say, "Church camp rocks. You should totally work there full time. Wouldn't that be awesome? A lot of the things you love - church, youth, outdoors, ministry, God - all rolled up into one exciting, messy, awesome, fantastic, crazy burrito." (Yes, the voice used a burrito as a metaphor for camp)

So I've been spending my freetime looking through scrapbooks of my time spent at camp and various youth events. I've been checking webpages of some of my favorite places on earth, as well as reading the newsletters I get in the mail. I've been hoping that these little things will give me my "camp fix" however that just doesn't seem to be helping. If anything, it is more like adding kindling to the spark and making it an actual fire. Ugh.